have you ever wondered, what’s it like to have a perfect family, a happy, problem-free life?? well i guess that’s impossible, coz’ there’s no such thing as perfection, everything has it’s flaws, even the prettiest woman in the world has her own flaws, but don’t you wish that you could have a perfect family?? well i do. I used to have a happy life, back when i was a kid, there were no concerns about difficulties, because as a kid, you treat life as if it is all fun and games, but as i grew older i started to realize that life isn’t all about fun, problems come when you least expected it.

my misery started when my mom caught dad cheating, well at first they tried to hide it from me and my brother, but i found out soon, i was trying to understand why my dad did it, why does he have to cheat on us, is that really man’s nature or what??

then came the day, that they decided to separate, well not legally, but apparently they’re working on their divorce now. It’s kinda hard for me not to have a father, i was young then when he left us and i was so close to him back then, i used to be her little girl, but now all i feel for him is hatred and vengeance. but my mom kept explaining to us that even if we turn over the world he would still remain as our father. I haven’t seen him for quite a long time now, my brother always tease me “just look in the mirror and you’ll see him”.

They say we look totally alike, but i always tend to disagree, maybe it’s because of the hate i feel for him, that i don’t want to have any resemblance with him.

but now that I’m old enough i do understand why couples need to go their separate ways. They have their own reasons, which counts.

still, sometimes i wish that life was perfect…